Coming back from vacations is never easy for me. I love exploring new places, and the lack of emails, internet, and work. I love being able to let go of all the day to day crap and just live each day to the fullest.
Coming back from vacation this time was especially rough. It's been a tough year for me, and this week was great, not because it was perfect, but because I lived the way I want to live.
I'm going to be honest with myself. I don't like what I'm doing right now and I don't really believe in it, and it makes coming back from vacation really tough. There's nothing I can do right now but accept this fact, get through the next four years, and make sure I never get myself into this type of situation again. Besides, it's not all bad, and I'm doing some pretty cool stuff, learning an amazing amount of information, and I'll come out of it stronger.
But for the next four years, I will live for these little vacations.
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